and you just have to rebuild it.

brick,

by brick,

by painful brick.

brand new might be all i get out of this tonight, it’s a scary fast adventure underneath your warmest covers and you know it’s something new for me and even though it’s all the same to you i want to know what i’ve been missing so don’t go, don’t hold back even when you want to, because i want to hear my name be screamed tonight.

sitting here and letting you read from a book that i have never seen before might be all i gain and might be all i learn from going way too fast, is this what university is like for those who go when they’re still under 17?

mmhmm. i think so :P

brand new might be all i get out of this, tonight.

classic-toaster:

(via thelightsthatleadus)

 mostly. i agree.

(via playdates)

no kidding.

(via playdates)

likewhaat:

classic-toaster:

playdates:

I want to wake up in your room, in your bed. I want to wake up to that view in your window, the one that overlooks everything below. I want to wake up in your arms, my skin pressed against yours. I want to shower in your bathroom and wash my face in your sink. I want to make you coffee and have toast with you. I want to read the morning paper with you and drive to work with you. I want to have our photo in a frame at the corner of my desk. I want to come home from work to you. I want to hold you and feel you and love you properly. I want to make dinner with you. I want to do the dishes and sort the laundry with you. I want to get ready for bed with you. I want to fall asleep in your arms, and wake up to you and do everything all over again. I want to be with you.

(via kaylaarei)

he’s the guy that calls you dollface.

the one who sneaks up behind you, snuggling your shoulders while asking for a bowl of chips for his tables at work.

the person who finds someone beautiful, but only falls in love with them when they open their mouth. because to him, the perfect girl has a beautiful mind, that he believes only gets exponentially wiser and more beautiful as her face grows more wrinkled and her hair grows gray.

the first male to admit that loss of virginity isn’t something monumental, but isn’t a part of a race either. it’s part want and part passion all rolled into one spontaneous moment, no matter what the occasion. and waiting for the “right” person isn’t the way to do it, but waiting for the person you feel like doing it with is. and doesn’t think any differently of a girl whether she’s a virgin or not, and doesn’t need sex in the relationship, even when it’s present.

the guy friend who hopes to lead by example once he completely finds himself. since to him, teaching by example is the only true way.

“people listen and filter. they experience and know. there are moments you could never put into words. moments that truly intrigue people if not out of fear of losing themselves into something bigger. conquering that fear is a person’s largest impediment. on the other side, a person is still there, yet is not recognized as the center of the current. a drop that relinquishes itself unto the ocean, if you will.”

the man who admits that you will learn more trusting your deepest self than ever analyzing his actions. he’s still in a flux of currents, yet this is what attracts mastery.

this is michael.