August 2009
2 posts
sometimes, your world just comes shattering down
and you just have to rebuild it.
brick,
by brick,
by painful brick.
“was this over before it ever began?”
– Anberlin [Feel Good Drag]
July 2009
10 posts
adding on...
brand new might be all i get out of this tonight, it’s a scary fast adventure underneath your warmest covers and you know it’s something new for me and even though it’s all the same to you i want to know what i’ve been missing so don’t go, don’t hold back even when you want to, because i want to hear my name be screamed tonight.
sitting here and letting you...
confliction is thy name.
brand new might be all i get out of this, tonight.
likewhaat:
classic-toaster:
playdates:
I want to wake up in your room, in your bed. I want to wake up to that view in your window, the one that overlooks everything below. I want to wake up in your arms, my skin pressed against yours. I want to shower in your bathroom and wash my face in your sink. I want to make you coffee and have toast with you. I want to read the morning paper with you...
“Sure. If we got it on in the restaraunt, that might get us in trouble. But...”
– Only the best book character EVER.
to describe michael, in a thousand words or...
he’s the guy that calls you dollface.
the one who sneaks up behind you, snuggling your shoulders while asking for a bowl of chips for his tables at work.
the person who finds someone beautiful, but only falls in love with them when they open their mouth. because to him, the perfect girl has a beautiful mind, that he believes only gets exponentially wiser and more beautiful as her face...
i'm not angry, i'm just saying...
well, sometimes pulling an all-nighter with someone you didn’t know too well is beneficial to your health.
then again, learning all about jimmy’s downfalls, while it made us seem more similar, did make me have to wonder how much i actually know about the one who matters. what have we hid from each other? this is nonsense.
June 2009
83 posts
the naming of ricardo
Brian T.- you need to call 'hands' louder. like, yell it into the restaraunt, and i'll come get food.
Me- dude. but not every time i call hands is for you.
Brian T.- well then, just yell out 'brian!' and i'll come get my food.
Me- but there's two Brians. maybe i should just give you another name.
Brian T.- like...
Me- RICARDO! : D
Brian T. [now ricardo]- O_O. no.
i really, really hate people
specially TPers.
“and i can’t forget you, cos i know you want me to want you i want to.”
– mayday parade
first day of work
pretty cool coworkers.
good pay.
easy work, a caveman could do it :P
i think i like it, i do.
“you do NOT get all the sweet tea, catherine. it’s for the people i hate.”
– shane [the real slim shane-b]
i'm just really pissed off
pretty sure i didn’t do anything to chris, thanks.
but that’s okay! being pissed off at the girl you broke up with is totally natural, thanks. i can see where you’re coming from?
what. the. crap.
“if i could dim the lights in the mall, and create a moon, yeah, i would. shout...”
– teddy geiger [i have yet to forget that song.]
likewhaat:
eightynine:
djarumusic:
Taylor...
so in the name of honest countrymen
is it fair to ask this much of them, to keep my life forever enjoyable?
“and i’ll be honest, i’ll be honest yeah, i live a lie.”
– ROTY
hmmm.
well, my band just “disbanded”, but the drummer and i are trying to find replacements?
and my friend just approved a song that i wrote and i might have conned him into actually writing me a tune.
idk.
things just haven’t felt right this week.
today, i start work
four to eleven.
same thing tomorrow.
same thing friday.
same thing saturday.
then, sunday, how exciting! my schedule it different!
eleven to eleven. O_O
“sometimes, it seems the whole damn world is uphill, doesn’t it?”
– Kristy, The Truth About Forever
“Did I ever tell you to trust me? You should just trust me anyway.”
i got lazy
and yeah, i get it. i know laziness is never an excuse. but in my defense,
my dad came home, and took my computer in “summer family spirit”
we went to chorpus christi
i got a job [first week, and i’m on the clock for 40 hours]
i’ve quite possible proven myself right
which would make marc wrong
which would really kind of suck.
it’s amazing how in the absence of...
“and tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
did you finally get the...”
– Pat Monahan
Are we on the same page?
“I’m on page 152. Where are you?”
“I’m on the page that talks about really awesome people who listen to good music and try to convince me to give love a chance, and I’m trying to decide whether or not I should. Cos the page I’m on makes it sound so easy. But I’ve read other books that have told me otherwise.”
“Yeah. I’m not sure...
“I know you want me to want you, I want to.”
– Derek Sanders
What do you do when your best friend stops needing you?
My Resolutions, as of Right Now [though they might...
1. Stop thinking that life is so difficult. Maybe, all it takes is thinking that things in life ARE easy, rather than just wishing for it.
2. Stop pitying myself so much. I’ve got two regional qualifying swim times, I’ve got two jobs [one of which is a management position], I’ve got a great amount of running motivation, I’ve got my mom who I can get along with sometimes,...
p.15
playmymusic:
catherine-marie:
playmymusic:
“She was elusive. She was today. She was tomorrow. She was the faintest scent of a cactus flower, the flitting shadow of an elf owl. We did not know what to make of her. In our minds we tried to pin her to a corkboard like a butterfly, but the pin merely went through and away she flew.”
— Stargirl
I have this memorized. :)
as we all should. why...
p.15
playmymusic:
“She was elusive. She was today. She was tomorrow. She was the faintest scent of a cactus flower, the flitting shadow of an elf owl. We did not know what to make of her. In our minds we tried to pin her to a corkboard like a butterfly, but the pin merely went through and away she flew.”
— Stargirl
I have this memorized. :)
as we all should. why don’t guys say that to...
“you can hug me weneva, i like hugs :]”
– logan ballinger [if you know him, you know why this is so shocking]
I realize I'm not very good at keeping my word.
I told myself no more guys, not for a while. I told all of you "a while" was until the end of high school, and I actually believed myself.
But look at me. Here I am, wondering how I can be falling head over heels for the person who made me change my mind in the first place. How can life be so ironic that the kid who showed me that it's not worth being used be the one who's begging me to give it another shot? And Allison, in case you read this, I'm trying so hard to keep you in mind every step of the way, and the fact that you told me that I was too loyal to do anything. I want to still be that loyal. I want to keep my word. I want to follow through with something, want to show everyone I can say I'll push myself and actually do it. But I also think that my heart's telling me something. Is it possible that maybe, miracles do exist? Is it possible that he was sent to me to make me get rid of all the poison, then learn to be a better person through him?
I wish I knew better. And I wish I knew whether this was a promise I need to work harder at keeping.
soundradiation:
cut my own hair.
its easier, i think.
#394
achoiceinthematter:
Someone who is not afraid to go the distance, whatever the distance might be.
“Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, and her laughter was a...”
– Nicole Krauss - The History of Love (via 52books)
“i just jumped into the pool still in my clothes. and you know what? the...”
milkshakes with marc
we’ve got it down to a science.
FIRST, i eat the cherry off the top. THEN, i get up and get a spoon, give it to him. HE uses the spoon to eat all that whipped cream that just gets in the way and makes my mouth taste funny. AFTER THAT, he gets up to get two straws. WE both drink the rest of the milkshake.
I think it’s a good system.